| ey you guys hows it going well i am in the library and its soo boring so i figured y not rite in here but yea i am in school just look through friendster and myspace and stuff so how r u guys well me ok i am sick at the moment but yea i am so like tired dood i am like going to faint in here dats all for now so yea buh bye!! |
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| well i no i sed i wouldnt blog for a while i couldnt help it but yea i am over my confusion and stuff at least i no my family still loves me even if they dont show it as well as i want them too but i really do love them but its ok well i am really happy i dont have to worry about my kuya but i am kinda lost about stuff he says but its ok he sed he is ok and fyn but i hope its true.....my family means the world to me with out them i would die....even the people i call ateh and kuya u guys do mean alot to me i do mean that and even my ateh's and kuya's at sga u guys do mean alot to me and people from pasadena sda u guys mean alot to me too all of u all the people have met u mean someting to me either good or bad but even though u guys hurt me inside or out u do mean alot to me i am always there for u guys no matter wat happends......well today was ok i really had fun cause to day was picture day i got all dressd up and stuff but yeah i had fun no doubt bout that...ateh jen jen wouldnt take off her jacket cause he shirt was too low silly ateh...but yeah everyone lookd good today but kuya zed was funny cause he was wearing a big PINK shirt n mr mcdaniel's sed that bois shudnt wear pink sets a bad example wat ever he sad but it was funny but he didnt wear it for the picture he wore mr mc daniels jersey it was green so i guess pink and green do match =) well yeah today was really fun i dont no everyone look so good....but during lunch a lil conflict between people got me mad but it was cool....then later on ateh jen was wonderin who's cheek was soft between kuya zed and gerome and then kuya zed sed that i had jelly cheeks =( lol but it was cool i gotta get freakin digital camera or something i need it badly lol well all around i had a good day but it suckd wen i saw adrian sorry but i hate to see him i really do and it creeps me out to see him again so sorry but i had to say that cause i saw him twice this day and it freakd me out so badly...but yeah wat ever my day was good so yea i love today maybe for now but yea i do...well dats all take care everyone i am out peace...hope u like the layout k bye bye...
love always and forever
kswish |
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| ey you guys this is my last entry for now until i feel like i am ready to start up again well my life is going down only if u new how i feel....right now i feel like i am losing the people i love my sister i feel like i am losing her cause of her new boyfriend....i think i am losing my kuya cause i dont no i havent talk to him forever...i dont wanna lose any one especailly my kuyas and family but for now i am going to concentrate on my studies and just try to get my head straight cause right now i got too much stress on my chest and i just want to figure out who i am for now cause all i can do is cry and all i want to do is cry but until my life gets straightend out i will go back to this place and tell u how i am doing but until den i am going to be crying and in my lonely world for now....well all i want to say is i TRUELY LOVE you guys with all my heart and i meant that thanks to ateh sammi kuya chad babii jay and everyone who i can count on thanks so much you guys i really mean it but i dont think the pain i have inside will wash away but yea thats all i can say for now but all i gotta say who ever reads this i hope u understand but i do love you guys o so much and kuya even though i get u mad or get u upset or anything else i really really LOVE but until u start talking to me again i wont stop cryin but thats all i can say.....but always no kuya i will never forget u.....ok anyways i am going to go now talk to you in like iono wen but till next time i love you guys!!!!!!! |
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| well as you guys no school has started yes i no school freaking a back to homework and school work...so yea i am a busy bug cause right now i am concentrating on school and stuff but if u guys wanna talk to me i got yahoo messenger and i am on it during school so if u wanna chat holla atchu girl ok...well nothing really happened today just that gerome threw a water bottle at me and i got a bruise and now it hurts sto0pid shawn he framed me now i am pissd but yea i am ok now but i am mad at both of them...well talk to you guys later ok peace a town |
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......i am just bored here at my lonley room of mines 
...nothing 2 to i am talkin to dopey online 
he a dork i dont really like talking to him 
.....but wat ever.....well nothing really fun happened today 
......but i dont no wat happend but i hope he is ok wat ever 
